Cohen has came down sick again, it's been pretty rough going here, we've had several nights of screaming, whining and whinging in pain and him flopping around in our bed. A call out from a home visiting doctor and the poor mite has had viral ear infections and croaking cough.
Then throw in the mix Sarah who has alternated the other nights flopping around in our bed cutting her two year old molars. I kid you not it's been all fun and games here......sense the sarcasm? As one can imagine for an about to pop heavily pregnant mum such as myself it's all eaten away at my physical, emotional and mental reserves to cope. Hence yesterday saw me have the big cry I think every heavily pregnant mumma in waiting has where she just releases it all into the universe and just lets the tears flow. Yeah that was my day yesterday and resulted in me taking sanctuary in our bedroom for peace and comfort and my own company for the vast majority of the afternoon and evening.
My hospital bag has been given some consideration this past week. I've chosen a mix of comfort and vintage items so I can still mix together some semblance of outfits in hospital that make me feel myself and lift my spirits in hospital. I'll share with you exactly what I've packed, just as soon as I'm back on track this week.
Exciting things have been happening behind the scenes on the business and blog front this past week, which make me smile and reassure me about all my time, effort and vision I've been putting in throughout this pregnancy.
We are getting close to baby entering into the world. I am booked for a c-section (reasons are complex and PTSD related), but my body is giving me signals that this little man of mine might not make it to the date that is booked. Time will tell, these little beings choose their own stars to fly in on. If I've gone quiet here on the blog and/or other social media, I won't be far away. Either I've needed to focus and recenter myself again or I guess it's possible I could be off finally having a baby. But either way we will hold tight because I might just need to wait it all out and be patient a little longer yet.
Wishing you all happy and magical weeks. Hoping I'll be on deck sharing and getting back to popping around to your blogs and saying hi. Big love to you all.
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